This is pointless. I’ve been beating myself up for too many years about things I can’t change. I’ve just graduated and I have a new life in Canada lined up, so I’m making a fresh start and accepting the things I don’t like about myself. I’m me, and that’s never going to change. I just have to get on with life. Life’s what you make it and if I sit around moping I’ll just be wasting it. I’m not prepared to do that.