Sian is chilling :]

Be myself

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Sometimes i am myself
but sometimes im not
but im not sure when im being myself and when im not..
i just wish i knew WHO i was
does anyone else understand this? lol
Theres alot of things i havnt told different people and never intend to
Im only 16 though.. i dont think i know who i am exactly yet
but i havnt tried to act in a certain way to fit in, ive just never fitted in and got used to it.

Jun 28, 01:01PM PDT

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Jul 24, 01:16PM PDT

Ali_isA

I’ll Liked that, You Know Sometimes I feel the same way, Who Am I ?? What Am Doing ? Why I Am Here at this time ?? HUH!! It’s Jst too confusing =] Well, The Only Thing am sure abt is when ill find the real ME , Ill be someOne Proud to be himself ! and that’ll never happen to me or to anyone arround .. agree ? =]

Jul 24, 01:17PM PDT | Thread | Respond to this

Sian is chilling :]

We’re just both. confused.
I dont think ill ever be happy being me. ill just have to wait till my next life!

Jul 26, 02:01PM PDT | Respond to this


 

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