I was out on a boat with friends. We were celebrating freedom and breaking our barriers, running away from every day life, much like the mom in the dream before.

It was night time and my friends and I all smoked a joint, and they began jumping off the side of the boat into the moon reflected, calm water of the ocean.

Down below there were small rowboats with gorgeous men on them waiting for us. My friends each choose a boat and climbed on with a man. They were lovely tanned, dark, Italian looking men with long, shoulder length, brown, wavy hair and bit brown eyes. They looked suave, but were sort of rough around the edges, and sexy, ready to run away with us and start anew.

My friends and the men sat in the boats below beckoning me to jump in. But I was scared to jump in, I yelled down “I’ll sink!”. They reassured me and I dived into the depths..

and sank right to the bottom of the deep, deep sea.