I can now see the fine lines across my face
my youth is walking away from me at a steady pace

their are all those corny one liners like “your only as old as you feel inside” and “age is just a number”....

but the need to not obsess about my age and just let it go are real goals of mine… being single and without a family of my own at this age is quite scary at times… I sometimes fear that all my “good” years will be over, and I’ll never find the person I am supposed to be with until I am old and washed up… when I write it down it sounds ridiculous, but sometimes one can’t help the thoughts that seem to flow through one’s own mind… it is what I am going to do with these thoughts… either toss them overboard or harbor them and let them fester and grow… it is my mind and my choice…....sigh