i dont know if that is the exact title of the goal… but it definitely has learning and dance in its title. you figure it out.

so i am on a mad streak again. i have gotten over the shell shock of people going in and out of my apartment. i have made friends with some really really cool ass people. and i mean we are friends, we know each other. we talk fairly frequently. i feel grounded by these people.

i dont know what to make of it, or if i should be concerned.

the good thing, is that they readily concede i am insane and possibly dangerous. so they dont fuck with me too much. except here there word snips. snipsnip.

i have a pretty diverse group of people i talk to online and in person. yet to meet someone cool offline, but am talking on the phone with a couple of cool ass fuckers up north i sorely want to meet. one is a transexual (guy to girl), the other is just a horny ass dude that doesnt cease to entertain me with what he can teach me about such intimate acts. but i mean i got cool people i hang out with, i go dancing with, i go to parties with. i have intellectuals. i have d&d geeks, marshal artists, druggies, artists, musicians, great people to talk cars with, technical stuff, computers, politics, life, philosophy, just to share dirty jokes with and hilarious stories. i have met several people who have extensive knowledge on music and cool movies i havent heard of or seen. even the sweet natured homemakers are beautiful people and the quiet ones have like this glow about them. i work with a great group of people at both of my jobs. how often does that happen? i play pool with some of the most chill people i have ever met. people at this bar i go to arent annoying drunks! that is unheard of! there are people that make bombs in their basement, and shit crazy shit. i just shut up and listen when these people talk.

i have in turn met a few lame ass people, but the ratio of good to bad far out weighs the need to withdraw.

i still havent met a serial killer, met a convict, two actually. i know stuff about my neighborhood that would shock my grandmother to know. still want to meet more artists and writer types to form a little show and tell circle.