I’ve only ever had one boyfriend. I’m 14 and i know i have more time but it doesnt seem that way. I waant to be free and alone. I want to find someone who wont define me as the way i look or dress.My thoughts are valid and i hope to find someone who thinks so too. My first relationship was 18 months. it was a one sided thing. he wants to break up with me now which hurts because he said he just feels like giving up. If i find live then that would cushion the fall. u only get one chance at love and i want my chance now. We were never meant to go through life alone.