I finally went and got my blood test done today, after putting it off for almost 2 weeks. Getting the blood taken isn’t my problem , it’s procrastinating everything in my life that is the problem. I’m seeing a thyroid specialist on the 24th of July .

I went there in a normal mood but left in a cheerful happy mood. It’s amazing how something so small , whether it be good or bad, can influence the outcome of my whole day . The lady that took my blood was so friendly , that I left with the happy attitude myself . lol I probably sound silly but I like friendly people, and it’s very rare to come across people like that .

After I was done with that I even went for a walk on the beach , and then took my dog for a drive in the car (she loves the car) , which is something I wouldn’t have normally done because I’m still overcoming agoraphobia .

Kinda makes me think the reason why I am so unhappy all he time is because I am living with someone who is constantly miserable even on happy occasions. People who are around him that are usually cheerful, always end up bored and uncomfortable.