Well, there’s someone I like. I really do like him and it’s so much fun to be around him…but – well should I really take the next step? It seems like he likes me as well, but I don’t know if it wouldn’t be better to just stay friends…

I worry so much about ‘the time after’ what if we don’t like each other after we break it off – and why the hell am I even thinking about the time after before it even has started?!

Maybe I just should give it a try – shouldn’t I?