I don’t know why I keep putting this off. I’m only getting worse. I woke up this morning feeling content, but immediately realizing that I didn’t go to bed content, and then all of the bad stuff flooded in. I felt nauseous and almost started to cry. What a way to start my day.

I need to dig out the number of the doctor who returned my call from awhile back.

I’m fucking miserable. I want to crawl back into bed and stay there until it all goes away.