find myself
My Identity Crisis — 4 weeks ago
Been chasing my tail for years
Flying by running from terror and fear
Time to think clearly for the place I’ve been holding out for
My feet are getting wetter
It’s gotta be better over there
-Gonna Be Better, Shelby Lynne (from the album, Identity Crisis)
I know the good I have: great friends, a fantastic family and I’ve been lucky to get where I am today. I will never pass any of those off as nothing.
That being said: I am very average, I have no special talents, I’m not paticularily clever, witty or comical, I’m not brave and there’s nothing I feel passionate about.
I feel (other than previously noted)
I have nothing.
I am going nowhere.
I don’t know what I’m doing.
And I don’t know how to find it.
