I feel so frustrated.

My parents are visiting me and I’m very happy to see them. Since I kinda have a new apt and that they rented a car (I don’t have any), we bought some furniture I wanted to. Then they kept suggesting decoration stuff though I made clear I wanted to think about it, you know, I don’t want to do my apt in one day and that’s it, end of the story. I want to think about it, wait for picking up the right items in stores and appropriate my apartment again after all the new furniture we brought.

My mum was quite insisting on curtains and bed sheets she showed me once and I kept telling her I didn’t want them, this was not the style I was thinking or whatever.

Today I came back from work, and here they are, the curtains and bed sheets I didn’t want and she’ll be back in the apt soon with a broad smile. How can she be expecting me to be happy with that when she is forcing like this, after I told her I didn’t want them.
I hate lying and faking, I’m a very sincere person.

I am going through a hard period and I feel like she’s violating the small private garden I’m trying to keep to myself. Building a home by myself mean something to me. This has to come from me.

And they are leaving in a few days and I don’t want them to feel bad. Why the hell did they buy that.