I got pissed off, then I got depressed. So I was a bitch, then I started crying on him.

Whenever I get mad, it doesn’t last for long. Which I suppose is good that shortly after it happens I am ready to talk it out and make up. I have also realized that I don’t turn into a bitch until I get my feelings hurt and then I start to get defensive.

We had already made up when I got depressed. I have been stressing out and we have talked about it before, but something was said last night to just make me think about it more and left me feeling unassured. But I was the annoying crying girl for a while, we talked it out, I felt better, and eventually things were okay. I’m still worried about things and won’t know exactly how it will come out until the time arrives.

I know getting mad and crying doesn’t make me a bad girlfriend. But it makes him feel bad when I cry, and I don’t like that. I feel bad about crying about what I did. It is something we have already discussed so I feel bad about bringing the conversation up again.