Hello everyone. I don’t have much time now, I’m on the library’s computer for only a little while but felt like popping in to let you know how I am.
I got back to Finland safely and I’ve been staying with my mum and her boyfriend. Mostly I have liked to keep to myself but I have done things with my family members and it makes me happy to be with them again. Mum and I have taken short trips together, to neighbouring towns and to the family island. I’ve also had the company of some animals and it has delighted me.
It has been raining here every single day but I’m still enjoying the Finnish summer. Everything’s so beautiful, all the flowers and the colours and the smells. It’s also really peaceful.
I’ve been reading a lot and watching loads of movies. I’ve taken photos and I like some of them. I’ve gone swimming, I’ve ridden the bicycle in the light summer breeze, I’ve eaten delicious peas and lots of ice cream. (I’m afraid I might gain weight soon since I’ve been eating so many sweets and other treats here, I’m constantly munching something.)
Sometimes it feels good to be doing nothing and just be, but sometimes I’m really frustrated. I don’t feel like socializing too much and I’m becoming messy and my skin is turning bad. But I’m trying to stay positive, most of the time I’m ok.
But I really miss Antonie. We’ve been in contact and even though I have no idea how things will turn out and what the future will hold for us, I still want to be with him more than anything. We shouldn’t give up on our love.
I hope you’re all fine, take care. All the best.
Yours, Emilia