Sometimes it can be so hard! I have a lot of talents, capacities, but I am affraid, so affraid sometimes regarding my future incomes. How can I make my living?! Why am I like that? Why do I have those taughs? It is really hard to deal with it! And some other days, everything is going well, I am very confident, but when I am not, I am suffering so much! I woke-up this morning with a big inner stress regarding my future, everything regarding material security: pay the rent, buy food, pay my car,...It is so wonderful the feeling when I am confident! I would like to live this way more often.