Seriously.

I made business cards for myself, and i am the proud owner of a stamp that i can use to stamp my name and email address on, so why haven’t i made myself some calling cards???? I’m finding more and more that my happenstance flings are not really romantic and i sort of struggle with being really cool when someone pops the: ‘so will i see you again’ question.

Last night was wonderful, met a guy at a bus stop and small talked for 45 minutes before the streetcar got there, and for another 15 while we rode together, and then decided to ‘make out at least’.

I was ALMOST cool. I said simply ‘well, i’m moving out of town anyway…’ Then, against my better judgement my weakness for new friends and extending my already stretchmarked social circuit somehow led me to pass the guy my business card.

SO UNCOOL.

It has my phone number AND the email address that i acutally USE on it.

I’ll be making new cards this weekend so to avoid both the akward moments and the appearance of an open invitation to hang out. As much fun as we had, I really don’t want to ever see that guy again.

I maybe i just need to ride this tidal wave of sexual libation until it subsides and my taste for misadventure is sated.