Relaxing is for me impossible, or as good as impossible. I have an anxiety / panic neurosis, because of which relaxation is as good as unexisting. When I try to relax, my anxiety kicks in, not wanting to allow me to relax.

But, I try because else my body will be ruined in no time. Being on holidays, I more or less relaxed this afternoon a bit. I had cut this branch of a hedge and peeled it clean of it’s bark and was waving it around like a kid. I must say, acting like a kid does relax some times, it makes you go back to those days when there were no worries.