Mindy Lynn Is sick of school

Forget about my insecruities (read all 6 entries…)

If I want to forget them, maybe I shouldn't be posting them here...  — 1 month ago

What I can improve on:

1. My weight
2. How much I stress out
3. Acne (it’s not bad anymore, thank god! But I still don’t want one speck of imperfection on my skin)
4. The color of my skin (I think I look gross when I’m pale, and I want to feel great even when I’m pasty white)

What I’m doing about it:

1. I’ve been dieting and exercising for a few days now. It’s going okay. It could be better, but I’ve just started. My last fad diet lasted six hours. This is a lifesyle diet. yay fruit and veggies =/
2. I stress about things I can’t control. What I can control, I feel better by being nervous about it. Go figure. The things I can’t control as of right now, I’m sort of preparing for the future situation.
3. My mom bought proactive, so when that comes I’ll be using that with this stuff from the dermotologist, exfoliator, and this face mask, and the little bit of loprox I have left. (loprox is amazing, jsyk)
4. Jergens natural tanner =] $6.99 at target. It’s worth it and doesn’t make me splotchy (is that a word?).

Comments:

Splotchy is defeinitely a word

And if its not in the dictionary, it should be. If we were playing Scrabble and you put SPLOTCHY on the board I would definitely allow it.

As for your insecurites, I have probably already said this to you, youreally should extend yourself the same grace that you give to others. Would to marginalise someone you know because of their weight or skin tone and condition. You need to be VERY careful that you don’t discriminate against yourself, it is just as unattractive and unacceptable when people do it to others.

Plus, it DOESN’T MATTER, you have such beauty in your soul, it is incredible. I don’t know what you look like, and I don’t care, you are an amazing young lady who radiates light and beauty into the world around you…..THAT IS WHAT YOU SHOULD BE OBSESSED ABOUT!!

There it is…rant over

BNTY


 

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