Seems so selfish, doesn’t it? that a little thing like news from a friend should send me into a tail spin.

I am better this week. I think the reason that this upset me so was that it removed another possibility from my list. One of thos ‘what if you were stranded on a desert island’ kind of things.

I am striving to be happy for him. No…I will be happy for him. I was happy and content with my life prior to this news, I shall be again…hopefully soon.