What a long, hard road.
Having him so firmly a part of my life has two very different sides to it. On one hand, he has had a chance to redeem himself somewhat, and that’s… good. I can’t just dismiss him and dwell on the negative, right?
On the other hand, there’s always something new to frustrate me, to completely drive me up the wall, and remind me why it is I still hate to look at him.
CurlyBird is looking on the bright side
I think forgiveness is much harder when you stay with the one you want to forgive. It takes a long, long time to get past the pain and back to trust.
best of luck. Character building stuff is never easy – but there are lots of people who can support you. Lots of people who have been there themselves.
Apolonia wants to Read 100 books in 2008
send a postsecret
rock climb
Run the Chicago Marathon
Become a Famous singer
get my GED
create my own computer game
go back to church
go heliboarding
get a six pac
make it mean something
GM diet
get into grad school
network
travel to europe
Kara wants to Stop caring what other people think of me
understand
Go to the gym 4 days a week
Visit New Orleans
Move to Savannah
Learn to tango
finish NaNoWriMo
Carm wants to lose weight
move
eat less chocolate
drive standard
