If you don’t eat, you’re body will go into starvation mode. If your body goes into starvation mode, it will store fat, and use muscle to provide the calories/energy you need. It also slows your metabolism. So not eating, or skipping meals, isn’t a very good idea if you’re trying to lose weight. The idea sounds good, but the reality is not.

I seriously know how you feel. Skipping meals always made me feel better than everyone else, and it made people look kind of pathetic when I watched them eat at school or whatever. It’s not a good cycle and it’s hard to end, but good luck :)

It’s common to go into an anorexic mode when you feel like this. and, if you do put on some weight,is it really such a bad thing, so long as you are healthy.
Doctors are finding out that everybody’s ideal weight is different. Some people cannot lose weight beyond a certain point unless they go anorexic.
For some, the weight is set a little higher than others. Technically, I am overweight, (5 9, 190lbs) but my blood pressure, and cholesterol are good and rock solid. The Dr. told me as long as I exercise and eat right, the extra weight will not do any harm.’
BP 120/80 cholesterol 140.