I somewhat realize that I have negative outlook or that I’m mostly down in the dumps because of the things I keep feeding my mind, the media, the music, etc, etc. All the minor melodies, all the low light setting, it’s like I like sitting in the dark, even with my speech, sometimes its all gray. So, I am deciding that I will filter those thing out and fill it with more upbeat, major keys, sun shines and bright lights, smiles and directness. No more shades of gray.