A best mate had some terrible news today. K, like myself is going through girl troubles and is in as much of a mess as I am. So it’s nice to talk and help each other out.
However, one of his friends from university who I met once before had some awful news.
He had been going out with a girl off and on for the past 6 years. They had worked out and overcame their troubles and were finally talking about getting back together. They couldn’t have been happier to find each other again.
However last week, whilst she was on holiday abroad in Greece with her friends, she unfortunately got hit by an idiot on a quad bike, and she didn’t make it through and passed away.
When my friend K told me about this, I sat on his sofa, and tears rolled down my face. I’d never met her before and only met him once.

It made me think what if that happened to J. I’d wouldn’t be able to live with myself.
And he though about what he’d do if he lost his ex girlfriend. I encouraged him to fight for her too.
Luckily, she is a friend of mine too and I can help him out, whereas he doesn;t really know J, so I fighting this battle on my own!
That is why, even though this goal is very hard work, taking it’s toll physically and mentally, heartbreaking and painful, I will persist.

REGRETS ARE THINGS WE HAVN’T DONE YET!

And I not prepared to live my life regretting anything anymore.
Even if all my efforts don’t pay off, I know full well, I’ll be devestated, but at least I won’t be sat wondering what could have been, and ‘if only I fought for her’.

Yesterday only confirmed what I already knew. I need her in my life as more than a friend.
But as my partner.