While...
17 months ago
I’ve done all I can to consciously keep my heart open through the past several weeks of great change, I recognize now that I am ‘un-numbing’. Now that things are in place and it is time to start to adjust to the new reality, I am slowly being allowed back to experiencing the deeper emotions.
I wonder if that means that my heart still did close.
I guess there is only so much I can control with this.
I suppose I am only allowed to experience as much as I can handle at a given time, no matter what my own personal agenda may be.
