Wow…

That’s all I can say wow…he’s great. Of course, that is exactly what I thought about Mike. Mike is great, he just has a severe fear of marriage. That said. I have to look at what I want in my life. With Mike I wanted a partner a family. He wanted that initially but when it came down to it, having someone dependant on him, was more than he can do.

Keith on the other hand has no fear of marriage and has stated that. He just can’t date anyone that he can’t see being with him for the rest of his life. With that said, we like each other. He works for me. Last night instead of going out to outdoor music with a lot of people and a lot of noise. We stayed home had dinner, went to Wal-Mart got all the things we both needed, had a great time with each other, came home went to bed like and old married couple. It was pretty funny. More funny to be sleeping with a man and not having sex with him. We made a pact not to do that until we were sure, otherwise everything is cluttered with hormones.

Crap and he is hot….who has 10% body fat at 43….Lucky for me him.. We’ll use those hormones later.