would include not drinking so much, keeping promises I made to myself and doing what is best for me. Lately it seems that I have been more worried than anything else. Not about anything in particular but I have been down and insecure and whiny. I don’t like me like this. I know it has a lot to do with not taking better care of me. I need to return my focus to where it belongs, here and now, with me. I need to ask myself the question again. “What makes me happy?” and do it.