I’m going to my uncle’s this weekend for a barbecue and to have a swim in his new pool along with some other family members. Well…I bought a bikini for the swim. I’ve NEVER worn a bikini before, or at least worn a two piece since I was 10 years old. It’s always been a one piece with a large shirt over top. I’m feeling self-conscious, yet confident at the same time. I’ve lost 40 pounds, have only 10 more to go, why not show it off? Gaaah! I wish these last 10 would just go away so I have no more flabby on the tummy lol!