goal is really hard, but life is hard. Nothing has ever come easy for me and you know that is supposed to build character i guess, but to be honest i dont think i need any more character. I am so doggoned tired emotionaly that i can’t even begin to think of a day that it will just be more manageable. I used to have it all together but it will come i guess. I am feeling right now so overwhelmed with everything especially with going to therapy…. ohwell life can’t get worse i mean i have alot to be greatful for and i am…..