I’m so over what other people think of me, but I’m not over the fact that my ex-huband got a co-worker pregnant the same week as he got me pregnant (back in 1993). I chose to terminte the pregnancy for the child’s sake. She would not let my ex go and kept sending me horrible letters. She was also married and cheating on her husband, but that did not matter to her. Whore! I thought he was the love of my life. Boy was I wrong. Today my life is 100% better and I’m in love with a great man, but I’m still bitter about being cheated on and giving up a child. I married an abuser the first time. Identical to my stepbrother who raped me from age 3 to 17. I have a great family, great job, never been in trouble with the law, but some days I feel like I could murder – at any moment . . . two men who I want revenge on.