started reading the book again. it gave me a lot of peace the last time i read it. :) Got angry wit maid today. after that have been alone so not angry. if I think about it, I am not really troubled by negetive thoughts, If I were Id be angry even when I am alone right?
just deleted a terrade of complaints about my husband. I feel pushed aroung and short charged that;s the bottom line. I am gonna seperate, that’s the conclusion. I have decided. I am not staying here for the conviniece of it. He may be a nice person, most other husbands are much worse etc etc but I cannot tolerate his personality. i am not gonna care about people and thier comments and suggestions. whats right for them is not right for me.