newvanessa is finally feeling like herself

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Hum.... 15 months ago

Okay…things are going along really well with Keith…

I want to achieve this goal before I am 80….so I am going to give hime a chance…He is just great….I need to keep reminding myself that he isn’t MIke and he doesn’t need to be compared to him in my mind on a daily basis.

He asked me the other day, if Mike came back and said he loved me and he wanted to get married what would I do…I said that isn’t going to happen. He said that isn’t the point, what would you do. I said 50/50 that I would take him back.. Everyone reading these posts knows that is 100/0…of course I would take him back..though really is it in my best interest.

Stupid Mike for me having to put this goal back on the table….this had been accomplished at one point.

Aug 18, 2008, 07:16PM PDT


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Aug 18, 2008, 07:26PM PDT

newvanessa is finally feeling like herself

Yep...

Yes he knew the answer…

He took the day off of work to take me to Iowa City to the University hosptial…went in the room with me as I had the ultrasound of my crazy overachieving ovary..was in the room with me during my pelvic exam…held my hand and told me it was going to be okay….supported me through listened to what the doctor had to say about another surgery and my alternatives..

What a great guy….but he knew that it was Mike that I wanted to be with me…The funny thing is that Mike could never go in with me when I had all the other problems…it hurt him to see me hurting and sick…so he always sat outside in the waiting room.

Keith is a great guy…I need to move on and give him a chance…

Aug 18, 2008, 07:33PM PDT | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

Waynesworld is slowly starting to feel better.

He sounds like he deserves a chance...

This Keith fellow sounds like he cares about you, a potential keeper. I hope the news on your prognosis was good, fine lady.
{{{{{{{newvanessa}}}}}}}

Aug 19, 2008, 02:43AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this 4 cheers

newvanessa is finally feeling like herself

Prognosis

Was good for now….

At least I will no be spending labor day in the hospital…they are monitoring it for 3 more months…

Then we will see..

Aug 19, 2008, 06:28AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

Waynesworld is slowly starting to feel better.

OK...

I hope that the pain does not get worse, thanks for letting me/us know.

Aug 19, 2008, 03:36PM PDT | Respond to this 3 cheers


 

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