I drew the divorce card in my final outcome portion of today’s tarot reading. I guess Goddess if he doesn’t really love me anymore then let him let me go. If he loves me, then let him come. To bed and make love to me. I can’t force it. I can’t control it. I just need to let go and ask you to take this from me and give me what I need. Certainly our marriage has not been a waste. I have two lovely daughters and. They make me a happy. If Jole is not that into me, there are others who are, me being the first of those, so let me go. But if he really loves me, let him say it and show it and be my lover and my friend. So mote it be. And so it is!