started cutting in 7th grade because of diffrent family problems and all of that. but once i started it seemed that i used every little bad thing that happened to me as an excuse to do it again, because it became so addicting. its like a drug. it distracted me from everything in my life, i started failing school because i never wanted to talk to anyone and i always wanted to be alone. i cut for about 3 years without anyone finding out i have hundreds of scars going up and down my arm, its disgusting. and now i have to make up excuses to people. what am i going to tell my children when im older? my parents finally fund out from a school cousncler that had noticed it one ay at one of out appointments. now im going into 11th grade and now on honor roll, and everytime something isnt going my way, i still sometimes think that i can just cut and it will all go away but the truth is, cutting doesnt make your problems go away it just creates more problems. but sometimes i just wanna feel the pain cause its so addicting but the thing is you just have to say no to yourself, its exacly like drugs. after cutting i moved onto bulimia and inow im trying to fight that disease in a clinic now. you girls need to look out for yourslefs and eachtoher because if i knew that this is what that stuff would do to me i would have never started.

gooodluck with everything