1. Had anal sex. I don’t say that I totally hated it, but cos it was done without the total mutual understanding and all wrong anyway, I hated it, but still did it. (This was in my past relationship.)

2. Being in long distance relationship. I hate the word long distance in it. I hate how I have to miss every single day when we are apart. I hate how I can’t be with him when my hearth desires. But I am still in it, cos I believe he’s the man I am meant to be with and I have ever loved anyone more. And I believe that someday there will not be that distance between us anymore.

God, I just couldn’t think of ANYTHING worse. But it was my best friends 21st and she really wanted to go.

So I went and It hurt and i spent the whole time crapping myself about getting shot. But I had some good bruises to show at the end ; )

Got into a committed relationship and moved in together when I was much too young to do so, and didn’t want to either.
But when you’re in love and think you must make sacrifices for your SO… well… you often make the wrong decisions.

He was crazy, but i loved him & had invested 3.5 years before i finally got out. Although he never hit me, he had severe anger & confidence issues. He would go on these rampages that scared the ever-loving begeebeez out of me. Also didn’t like that i was going to college (he had dropped out long ago) & tried to indirectly sabotaged my efforts.
I eventually left, although it was really hard, and i did finish school :)

I’ve had a drinking problem for a long time, and no one has in my life has ever been powerful enough to make me want to control it (that’s not to say that no one’s important to me, but addiction is a frighteningly powerful thing). My current boyfriend, however, IS causing me to want to get it under control, both for him and for me. And honestly, I hate doing it, but only because it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever done. If I can actually accomplish this, it will be a wonderful thing for both of us.