i need something to do. i feel guilty just sitting at the computer everyday. i KNOW my parents want to say something to me about it. i can feel it. i want to get a job, but at the same time i don’t want to. my first job working at the theatre last summer didn’t feel right. i guess i’m just not a people person. i know getting a job is part of life and it’s something you have to do in order to survive in this world, but i just wish there was a life of just doing nothing. man that would be the dream.

i’m planning to go application hunting soon. so yay for me.