This may seem like a vague and unmeasurable goal, but I will know when I’ve reached it. I am really angry at myself because I got caught up in a social situation tonight and instead of doing the right thing and staying off the gossip train, I climbed aboard and said a lot of stupid crap. I was pretty much just mirroring and amplifying what was going on, and I am really angry with myself now for not just walking away when I caught myself doing it.

It’s fun to feel like I fit in for a little while, but I feel like crap now for some of the things I said. :(