Okay, so I went to Mayhem Fest like two weeks ago on 8/5. I was so excited because Underoath WAS SUPPOSED TO BE SIGNING AT THE HOT TOPIC TENT EVERY GODDAMNED DAY. BUT FUCKING DISTURBED TOOK THEIR SIGNING INSTEAD. And you can’t even fathom how I felt at that point. I saw two girls who I know from online and one of them talks to Chris on Stickam so she got on the guest list with some of her friends because of Chris. I told Chris about how disappointed I was and that I had come twice before already to try to meet them, but failed. He was nice and said he would try to get me and my twin backstage too, but security wouldn’t let us. But the girls who were on the list got to go. I was so sad. I was close enough to the stage to take good pictures of James mostly, but that still wasn’t enough. I’m going to see them again in October w/ Saosin. And if I can’t meet Underoath, I hope I can at the very fucking least meet Saosin. It sucks when you try so hard to do something that is important to you, but you fail every time. It makes me want to die.