I’m lost in my world. I know I have created this, husband, 3 kids, house, dog, bunny.
All these things I have and Im so bored with my life…. I feel like I’m suppose to be doing something important (not saying that what I’m doing is not Important) But I want something more, something to be proud of, feel acomplished…
I sit here night after night, after a day of kids and cooking, cleaning, and loving.. and I just feel empty… Does this ever go away, will I ever find who I really am?
Can it be that this is what I’m meant to do forever? How will I know if I am going in the right direction.
I see all kinds of people with dreams and hope…. they know what they want and they go for it… why don’t I have any…. I don’t know what I like or how to find it.
Someday maybe I’ll find my something… Till then, I will try to appriciate what I have.
All respect…
Stevie
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marialeigh knows tomorrow will be better--yes it will--I know it will
I'm not sure what to say.
I noticed that it says you’ve been a member since 2005, but this is your first entry. Have you considered going to see a therapist? Do you work outside the home? What do you think you’d like to be doing?
Stuck!!!
I joined in 2005 and then got married and moved and had another baby and so on…. forgot about it till yesterday I was googling..”I need something to do” and this came up… I went to it and it asked for me to sign in… so I did and I logged in.
Anyway, I’m stuck… can’t work cause we can’t afford daycare… it’ll be another 4-6 months befor I get subdidized* Childcare… I have not been to see a therapist… I would love too… but I don’t get down enough to justify spending the money on that, if you know what i mean… I have ups and downs… sometimes more severe then others… but basically I was just so compleatly burnt out of everything I have been doing..
I just want to go back to work… Anything really..
So thats that..
Thanks for your comment…
XOXO
Stevie
Dreamdancer12 Enjoying my abundant life :)
Open to Desire
You can only get energetic and passionate about life when you have and follow your natural desires. Check out Mark Epstein’s book “Open to desire.”
Also, “A woman’s guide to a mindful year” can be incredible for helping to get back in touch with the real you. :)
Hope these help
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