well i think i might do it tonite.. with some guy i have been into forever, the only guy i ever liked. he is coming up to see me at college again, a two hour drive just to see me. and i have wanted to do it, but the situation is never right. just kinda nervous..i am almost 20, and i have never done it before. and ya gotta do it sooner or later, so y not now? i don’t think i will regret it, he has mentioned dating so i hope thats a possiblilty.