for a serious and big discussion… Need to engage 110% of my self-certainty and outspokenness available. And patience. I want to do it next week, so I’m preparing throughout the weekend.

Firstly, I’m getting rid of the anger:
Yes, I’m angry this time. But I know there are ways to let go, so no worry. Just need to work it through with my cosciousness.

Then, I need to put down all the questions I want to ask to clear up this f*’ mess. I can no longer bear the disrespect and avoiding the dialogue.

I want to ask clear questions and will push for clear and unequivocal answers.

Once I understand what I can do, I will continue (also here).