I thought about putting “become a vegan again” on my list but it’s probably best to avoid the labels. I’ve avoided meat all my life until recently when I heard that fish oil pills are very good for the cranium. I get nuts with the labels and guilt of avoiding fish and dairy. It’s good to feel guilty and want to change (I’m living in a society and not a sociopath) but don’t be too hard on yourself for eating meat here and there. At least you are trying to be ethically responsible. Take it day by day. I wish you the best with this goal!