i messed up i drank, i drank because i was scared. I said id have 1 drink just 2 calm me but it turned in 2 a great deal more nd of course i got drunk. I feel ashamed but relieved drinking last night makes me realise that there is no in between 4 me its either quit or carry on drinking and end up dead. I have decided 2 go 2 d aa, if i intend 2 get sober nd stay sober i cnt do it on my own. Im scared i wont ever have the will power 2 leave d bottle 4 good.
If so many others can quit, I’m sure you can to. Your entry is very insightful and that in and of itself shows that you have the strength to do it!
You certainly have the power, but you do need the support. Hang in there. You’re doing great, simply by saying you want a different kind of life.
How are you doing?
It has been awhile since you made this post. I was just wondering how things are going for you now.
I went to AA and it saved my life. I was able to quit drinking and I was a real mess before. You mentioned AA in your post and I was wondering if you gave it a try or not.
You should post on “stop drinking” or “quit drinking” because there are many more people there, more support. Good luck.
russdog a'int going out like that
Classic alcoholic behavior.
I spent years of my life trying that “controlled” drinking only to find out that for a true alcoholic, it simply won’t work.
I hate it. I didn’t ask to be born this way.
I am not alone.
Hang in there.