I feel so lost in what I’m doing at the moment. I’ve done what needs to be done for so long that I can’t remember for sure what my gifts and talents really are. I’ve conformed to a box, to a job description, to the expectations of others, that I think I have lost myself a bit – it’s a horrible feeling now that I’ve realised it’s happened. I want to rediscover myself but not in an ethereal way, in a practical, real way that I can live with and walk out and carry with me the wisdom that I’ve gained.