Madcowlobster very focused.
Well it has been some time. I did indeed fall off the wagon, but have been sober for 30 days now. I did not decide to quit, or stop, I just woke up one day and that ws that. No pressure, no nada, just don’t feel like it.
I have four very good friends that have been sober for a spot, but we don’t talk about booze, or quiting, or anything like that. Two of us still go to the bar, but I usually drink sprite, and n/a becks.
10 pounds have fallen off, I am lonesome most of the time, but very happy inside, and I mean deep inside. I moved once again, and I planned the move close to the bar I go to. 561 steps away. I go and have coddee there in the mornings with the owner, and sprite at night like I said. Soon after the move, I stopped drinking.
I lost both of my jobs in one week, not due to drinking, but the economy, and managed to find a job in 6 days, move and all that crap. Everything is good, and I wish everyone well. It is good to see some familar faces still around!
Pax, and stay strong!