i have been trying to lose weight since the beginning of summer and i keep failing, mostly bc of my PMDD food cravings, but also bc ive just been depressed :/

i am 140 pounds 5’ 6 (and a half!! :]) id love to be 130 again. this is not a vanity issue, i dont care about that shi* anymore. i used to be obsessed with image and being skinny and beautiful…i hate that obsession and i never want to go back.

but thats the problem.

the reason id always lose weight before was bc i WAS obsessed. the obsession helped me keep going. now, none of my clothes comfortrably fit and i DONT want to buy a new wardrobe so i just need to lose ten pounds to be healthier. also, i gain weight mostly in my chest and my stomach. ew about my stomach it FEELS so uncomfortrable.

so…PLEASE SUPPORT MEEE

im going to try and post atleast once a week…i hope i can do this, what with my apathy about being “perfect”

<3katharine