I’ve made huge progress with this, but I don’t know when I’m going to be satisfied. I think I’m at a sort of a normal level right now: jealousy doesn’t really affect my life much any more in daily situations. But I think I want more security, more confidence in the fact I’m not going to be left behind at any point, or if I am, it’s nothing to panic about.

Relationships change over time, and while they sometimes hurt… I don’t want to live my life being afraid of the pain.