I can’t believe how obsessed, neurotic, no, crazy I was and how clearly I see now. We have our interactions here and there, but I’m completely free of him and it’s the best feeling in the whole wide world. Keep your heads up. You can’t really lose anyone you never really had in the first place. I belong to me. He belonged to him. My worldview now understands that sort thinking that people are not possessions to be had and won over and kept. My perspective of love was a distorted one. It’s also interesting that I was stressing about this while I was going to school. I have now graduated with my BA, and working towards getting into grad school. I’m meeting new people and seeing new places. Life isn’t always peachy keen, but I’m starting to get the hang of the changing weather. Just flow.
got over him
15 months ago

