I truly love the Lord and know He is always with me no matter what.I have this habit of trying to take control and forget to let Him lead me.I need to spend more time not just praying but also listening.I love to meditate and pray but i find it hard to really take the time to spend quiet time with Him. I have lots to deal with in my life right now and have been through a lot of pain, but He has helped me through it all.