I keep saying that my life is off right now…something just does not seem right. At the same time i keep having this itch to really go back to New Zealand…weird, right! hahaha, i mean, its not like i woke up one day and thought this, i really have been wanting to go back to NZ for a few weeks now, and this itch is getting worse by the week!

I really think that i need to stop thinking and actually do something different with my life at the moment because something is just not right and i seem to be living my life waiting for something to happen, to change, when what i really need to do is figure out what it is. I mean what the hell is it that i want in life? ! i need to make a change in my life to really make sure i am living in the moment and making the best of every second instead of waiting, hoping, wishing!