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Okay so really… my parents have screwed me up to no end. The second I get to the point in a relationship where they are trying to break down some of those walls or I think it is probably worth taking them down… Da da da da PHYSCO GIRLFRIEND! No I dont care if they have guys night… works for me I can do what I want (Other than Mommy Duties) hanging with other girls? Can I hang with my dude friends from high school? I am big on the phrase, “whats good for the goose is good for the gander.” No, on normal physco girlfriend issues I usually get thumbs up across the board. I like sex and go out of my way to have fun with it. So that is not a issue. Nope nothing like that. I become MEAN! I am just so mean sometimes I make myself go …WHAT?
Where did that come from. Yup i pick fights to pick fights. Games. Okay so maybe that is a normal Physco Girlfriend thing. Something inside me and I am being seriouse goes… “wow! we have not fought in a while… hmmm?” Usually a hour later… Fight. To the point I have him storming out the door hanging up on me or in tears begging me to stop what I am doing. I grow cold agianst any kind of emotion and say shit like, Oh you think we are soulmates? No such thing. Of course I am not a complete bitch… no i blame it on me and the funny part is IT REALLY IS ME! So no matter how much my girlfriends think i have hit the jack pot. I still fight. That comes from constant fighting between my parents or my parents and nieghbors seeing bar fights all my life… Yup they fucked me up!

