AleksAleksAleks3323 Finals week! 3 more days till summer!! <3

lose wieght
ugh 15 months ago

so I used to be really skinny. people say I still am. but I don’t think I am. I was majorly anorexic this summer and lost a lot of weight. then after getting in major trouble, I was sent to live with my aunt and uncle for a month in Florida. (I live in Colorado). I was kinda forced to eat. I gained weight. Which made me freak out cuz I’m afraid of gaining weight. So since then, I’ve had this weird eating pattern. Actually, it’s not really a pattern cuz you never know when I’m going to eat, how much I’ll eat, for how long I’ll eat, or when I’ll try to starve myself. I do have an eating disorder and I am trying to deal with it. But I’m trying to lose the weight I gained so I can think I’m skinny and pretty again.



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tikki246 is watchin the teen choice awardz!!!

so did i nd people sti;; thnk im skinny but i dont think i am.

AleksAleksAleks3323 Finals week! 3 more days till summer!! <3

I weigh like 133 and I think I’m huge. I’m 15 and I’m just about 5’5”. My mo says my body is perfect and my weight is fine for my height and age. But I don’t think I’ll be fine until I’m like at least 120.

AleksAleksAleks3323 Finals week! 3 more days till summer!! <3

I don't want to care.

But I just have issues like that. I’m wokring on it though. Hopefully I won’t care. That’s one of my New Year Resolutions.


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